Doing what I want when I want (#137)

Day highlights:

  • Took a long ass walk.
  • Sorted out my thoughts and came back with a better mindset.
  • Wrote my blog at Canard Café.
  • Enjoyed coaching today.

Thought of the day:

It's going to sound really selfish and I know that it sounds like that; however, it's really not.

It's partly selfish and serves the greater purpose of letting me happy so that I can contribute the most of my gifts to the world as God intended it.

I will do whatever I want to do when I want to do it and I'll deal with the consequences of my actions.

Today, I wanted to go for a long walk and that's exactly what I did. Instead of sitting in front of my screen and complain mentally about wanting to go to take a walk, I just took a walk.

In both cases, I didn't work. At least, I safisfied my urge to walk and think of my life and what I want.

Which led to this mentality. It was worth it.

I have no idea where this will lead me and, right now, I'm pretty sure it's not important. God has a path laid out for me and as long as I continue to listen to myself and only myself, I'm confident that everything will work out.

Even the responsibilities I "need" to fulfill. I want to think of them as something that I *want* to fulfill, not have to.

This might even force me to scale down my lifestyle at some point, I don't know when it happened, but I started spending money like "crazy" recently and it forced me to be tied down to my job for that stable income. I do not want that.

I want freedom. 'Murica bitches.

Good day.

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